After the fall and the veil shroud the spark…..
Chaos and confusion veiled thy light…..
When the outside world offered no solace….
How I wished I cease to exist…...
I retreat within the depths of my psyche…
Sanctum sanctorum, my asylum….
I have found within what I’ve been seeking without…
And so my journey begins….
Towards the CENTER OF LOVE….
And INTO THE LIGHT.
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Thursday, August 02, 2007

somnolemces... takin a dip into the abyssmal nothingness...

... old habits die hard.

-- there are waking moments and fleeting thoughts that automatically pops up... in between alpha and delta... in that twilight zone between wakefulness and somnolence...a state where a split second is eternal and eternity melts into a split second rushing to the present now... sigghsss...in those fleeting moments i still feel the same feeling i still utter those wordless thoughts and i still caught myself smiling till the moment i wake up realizing it was just all a dream and then reality bites an invisible scar...

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i hate pink but i love fuchscia!

not red because i know the spelling! =P192446156_44a9afbcce_s

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this is fuchsia flower


Sunday, July 08, 2007

catharsis

 

 i feel light and happy weeee! ...

strange, i haven't felt like this for what seems like a million years hehe...

i was bitten by irony but it doesn't hurt...

it was a lovebite i guess! hehe...

i love irony!

im in love, not with anybody else but with myself!

finally! and it's about time!

i'm not making any sense ... am i?

well this is what i call the beauty of letting go...

the joy of being free!

i've let go of somebody i love finally!

somebody i have been clinging to for quite a long time...

i was dreading the moment

and it happened...

ironically i feel light...

like a heavy load was lifted...

finally i've mustered the courage to get out of the cell that i voluntarily put myself into...

i'm letting go and letting God...

i've done all i can as far as im capable of i guess.... as a human will do...

NOW im letting the Divine take care of the person i love...

time to take care of myself.

i wanna sing...

                 Whoa-oa-oa! I feel good, I knew that I would, now
                       I feel good, I knew that I would, now
                       So good, so good, I got ME!
                      Whoa! I feel nice, like sugar and spice
                      I feel nice, like sugar and spice
                     So nice, so nice, I got ME!

 


Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Currently Listening
To the Moon & Back
By Savage Garden
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L U N A   blue eyes...

             this is my little kitten Luna...

                       now i have a company watching the moon wax and wane...

                                      she loves sleeping on my lap hehehe...

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To the Moon and Back by SAVAGE GARDEN

She's taking her time making up the reasons
To justify all the hurt inside
Guess she knows from the smiles and the look in their eyes
Everyone's got a theory about the bitter one
They're saying "Mamma never loved her much"
And,"Daddy never keeps in touch
That's why she shies away from human affection"
But somewhere in a private place
She packs her bags for outer space
And now she's waiting for the right kind of pilot to come
And she'll say to him

I would fly to the moon and back if you'll be my baby
Got a ticket for a world where we belong
So would you be my baby?
She can't remember a time when she felt needed
If love was red then she was color blind
All her friends they've been tried for treason
And crimes that were never defined
She's saying"Love is like a barren place
And reaching out for human faith is like a journey
I just don't have a map for"
So baby's gonna take a dive and
Push the shift to overdrive
Send a signal that she's hanging
All her hopes on the stars
What a pleasant dream
I would fly to the moon and backif you'll be my baby
Got a ticket for a world where we belong "repeat"


Saturday, April 28, 2007

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By Alisha's Attic
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The Ace of Chalices card reversed suggests that if your heart isn't in it, then you should get off the emotional roller coaster. If your heart is in it, pour out your feelings to the one you love before it's too late. Crying over spilt milk, taking things too personally, turning your back on potential romance or commitment or drowning sorrows may be excuses for avoiding a confrontation with the stranger in the mirror. Loneliness born of fear or damaged self-esteem may lay hidden beneath a calm exterior. Learn to depend upon yourself for fulfillment, attention, interest and consideration. The satisfaction gleaned from others' approval is temporary and superficial. Work toward wholeness and happiness by being willing to expand your own expectations. Embrace the commitment and sacrifice necessary to cross your own emotional boundaries.

... toinnnnkss very well said...

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not a very good day... started the day crying because of the dragon lady that is my aunt... sigh.. you can never choose relatives... on the second thought i did choose to be related to  her in this incarnation but its a very challenging, frustrating and draining experience so far... i would really like to resolve whatever karmic debts we owe each other hopefully very soon...

 

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i just wanna thanks Twirl_in_the_Rain for the comment and the hug! =D

to tribong_upos thank u too! not too witchy though =P how i wish...

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"White Room"

alisha's attic

You are entering the White Room
Yeah, that's the password
And you can leave your hangups at the door now
Coz this is the White Room
My asylum
And you are welcome
(ooo, na na na, ooo ooo, na na na)

Look at all you pretty people
Walking past my eyes
The room is getting smaller
There's a bright light deep inside
My toes are curling upwards
And my shoes have left my feet
They took away my velvet chair
My name is obsolete, oh

Hell we can get dreamy, yeah
Delicious, we can be happy, yeah
So happy I've been thinking about you, yeah
(and if you wanna come)
And if you wanna come in
You've got to knock three times

You are entering the White Room
Yeah that's the password
And you can leave your hangups at the door now
Coz this is the White Room
My asylum
And you are welcome
(ooo, na na na, ooo ooo, na na na)

Good Heavens! I don't know how you got here,
Did you sneak inside my head?
Or did you say a few sweet words
and sneak inside my bed?
Look at this huge big pillow
Come and lay your mind
And walk inside my crooked thought
And see what fun you'll find, oh

Hell we can get dreamy, yeah
Delicious, we can be happy, yeah
So happy I've been thinking about you, yeah
(and if you wanna come)
And if you wanna come in
You've got to knock three times

You are entering the White Room
That's the password
And you can leave your hangups at the door now
Coz this is the White Room
My Asylum
And you are welcome
(ooo, na na na, ooo ooo, na na na)

Positively spiritual (aah)
Definitely sexual (aah)
Could it be I'm cynical? (aah)
Or could it be I
Well I, like I said
Override,
Satisfied,
Our love hits on the red
Do you show me that secret weapon
That shoots my fears all dead?
This is the White Room
My asylum
And you are welcome
(ooo, na na na, ooo ooo, na na na)

You are entering the White Room
That's the password
And you can leave your hangups at the door now
Coz this is the White Room
My asylum
And you are welcome

Say you are entering the White Room (white room)
Yeah that's the password (that's the password)
And you can leave your hangups at the door now
Coz this is the White Room
My asylum
And you are welcome
(yes you are)

Coz you are entering the White Room
That's the password
And you can leave your hangups at the door now
Coz this is the White Room
My asylum
And you are welcome

 

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Friday, February 16, 2007

... is it in the season... when the ivory sheen of the cat has to turn to a lackluster black?, every night she looks longingly to the waning moon... must there be remaining nine lives? must she suffer death each time or can she just skip it all at once... each night the moon looks distant... until the night turned to pitch black just like the bleak coat that envelopes her now... to the naked eye the dark feline does not exist...what kept her waiting in the dark?

- el gata negra - jan.18,2007

... a flock of angels may have been cradling me unbeknownst but i cannot feel comfort for the numbness in my veins... the phantom that haunts my dreams is getting strong even in my wakefulness i can feel its clutch... in silence i was crying out to an angel in deep slumber...

-- a wraith in the abyss -- feb.16,2007

 

... a blessing or a curse... that i can only write in blood... why does misery fuels creativity - ironic...

tears as an ink to my pen...

 



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You must realize that you are not powerless in any situation and that your mind is the ultimate of your creativity{barbara marcianak}

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